screwed.

what happens when you get yourself into a predicament and you can’t get yourself out?

there is an easy way out though, should i take it or should i fight?

i want to give up.

so bad.

i lost playing their game.

checkmate.

game over.

someone used my words against me.

why did they do this? did they have a reason?

are they happy that they hurt me?

they are probably, most definitely, not even thinking about me or what they said to me. it hurts. it hurts so bad.

but, i’ll get over it.

my head is telling me to stop hurting.

i am going to stop thinking about them.

right now.

this very minute.

but, even when i do..

i am still screwed.